I'M DIFFERENT AFTER THE TRIP

Tayleur Crenshaw | Oakland | New York, USA

I'm Different After The Trip explores the evolution of me in comparison to the evolution of the modes of transportation I used.

I'm Different After The Trip explores the evolution of me in comparison to the evolution of the modes of transportation I used.


Listen, if I drive y’all there I’m not picking you up


Even as a kid I was always on the move, I had shit to do

Me and my friends were popular not only because of our energy...

We were involved in all the sports and programs in and after school

Our programs were diverse, anything from academics to asking us what we knew about Lovveee

Just like the segments at the end of songs on the Miseducation of Lauryn Hill

And we needed those programs like we needed our parents to drive us there.


Students woke up around 5:30 am to make their 6:30 am high school yellow bus

Of course I was tired 

Sometimes my alarm would go off and I’d contemplate showing up

In this case my mother, who worked in the school, wouldn’t say

If I drive y’all there I’m not picking you up

It was Tayl if you miss that bus enough is enough

Forget all that weekend stuff, you staying home and you will be punished!

But occasionally

I’d wake up late and she’d wake up on her good side

She’d chauffeur me to school and we’d stop by dunkin donuts during the ride

Can I get coughfee and a bacon egg and cheese please!

Later I’d find out that request was the New York in me

It was our bonding time, in the car listening to New York morning radio 

Our own Breakfast club, our good vibes


My friends and I relied on our mothers to chauffeur us back and forth 

On weekends it was normally dre’s mother who picked us up one by one in her red trail blazer truck

At that time there was six of us girls

Maybe an extra friend whose mother couldn't drive her there or pick her up

And then we’d pile in 

Tallest in the front, three of us in the back 

Sometimes four and we’d sit on each others laps

And the rest bundling up in the suv’s trunk aka the hatch

At that point we didn’t look like a car full of daughters

We were refugees trying to make across the border

Us kids clueless and joking around

Dres mom keeping an eye out for cops and occasionally telling us to ‘put your heads down’


When we made it to the party we would exit from all ends of the car like a circus

Which was only fitting because we were always the entertainment

We’d go into our friends house, upstairs would be parents, aunties and uncles

Smoking cigarettes, playing cards and drinking

Downstairs it would be us high school kids twerking in the basement


Then the mother responsible for picking us up would come around 1 or 2 am 

Pile us back into the car and get ready for our rounds

We lived in a small town so stopping from house to house didn’t take too long

We’d each get out, while the rest waited in the car until we got into the house


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